Shaikh Taufiq

Every time I come back to this blog, it makes me want to write something. *warm fuzzy feeling*

So I just came back from Bali on monday, I went with my sis and I must say, its a slightly different experience from the last time I went there, mainly because of the people I went with.

The first time I went there, it was very fresh and with three other friends of mine. Everything was new and waiting to be experienced. The exploring, the shopping, the sightseeing, the surfing, the time for relaxation…all of it was fresh.

The second time round, I went with my sis. It was a different experience because I’ve seen the places and I know where things are. It was still awesome to be in Bali and to go on a holiday. It didn’t make me a totally new person but it gave me some time to slow down and not get caught up in the things I’m doing. I was more of a tour guide this time cuz it was my sis’ first time there and I think she enjoyed it quite a lot.

Yeah the time was short since we only had two full days to spend doing whatever we wanted to do, but it was time well spend and its always great to catch the waves. Though I wished they were bigger this time round. Sadly no waves in Singapore. Bummer.

It has been around for a while and the biggest reminder for me is my age and the realisation of how fast time is passing.

I’m scared to grow older and not be prepared for certain things that life will push towards me. I’m scared of living my days and looking back and realising that I could have lived a more fulfilling life. I’m scared of being in a place in my life and wishing that I could have turned back time, but I can’t. It haunts me.

So am I just a scaredy cat or is this normal? Or is it bigger than me? Is this a self realisation for me to realise that there are bigger and better things in life? I think its all of it.

To tell you the truth, I just want to start living.

So I have downloaded and installed Blackberry OS 5.0 and I think its awesome. I was thinking of writing a tutorial on how to do it but I think its readily available out there if people want to find it…so…guess I won’t be doing that.

UPDATED BLACKBERRY TO OS 5.0 MYSELF!!! FRIGGIN AWESOMEEEEE!!

AND I STILL HAVE MY BLOG!!!! FRIGGIN AWESOMEEEEE!!!