Shaikh Taufiq

It has been around for a while and the biggest reminder for me is my age and the realisation of how fast time is passing.

I’m scared to grow older and not be prepared for certain things that life will push towards me. I’m scared of living my days and looking back and realising that I could have lived a more fulfilling life. I’m scared of being in a place in my life and wishing that I could have turned back time, but I can’t. It haunts me.

So am I just a scaredy cat or is this normal? Or is it bigger than me? Is this a self realisation for me to realise that there are bigger and better things in life? I think its all of it.

To tell you the truth, I just want to start living.

So I have downloaded and installed Blackberry OS 5.0 and I think its awesome. I was thinking of writing a tutorial on how to do it but I think its readily available out there if people want to find it…so…guess I won’t be doing that.

UPDATED BLACKBERRY TO OS 5.0 MYSELF!!! FRIGGIN AWESOMEEEEE!!

AND I STILL HAVE MY BLOG!!!! FRIGGIN AWESOMEEEEE!!!