Shaikh Taufiq

I seriously thought this blog has been long to damn nigerian hackers who leeched onto my blog and took it over.

A few days later, everything’s ok again!

i feel a bit lost now. i need a success mentor, role model, whatever. any volunteers?

Scared. That’s what I am. I’m scared of my own future and what it will bring. I’m scared I won’t be able to achieve what successful people will achieve. And everytime I think about how hard I wanna work to achieve that, I will always be stopped by the other factors that limit me from doing what I want to do. Things like being a minority of my own country and the effects of that fact. The limitations of the things around me. The amount of support I’m going to get. I want to get out but I’m not even sure how. I want my limits to be raised, even diminished. I don’t want anything to stop me except myself.

Take me somewhere which I can be that person and thrive where I am.

Take me there.

I think I need to change my style a bit. I believe that I have good intention in most, if not all the things I do but it just doesn’t get across to most people. Only later do they realise my intentions and act accordingly.

Then comes the part where I see the bigger picture. Most people just can’t see the big picture. They focus on what’s in front of them or they’re just oblivious to it.

Then comes the disappointment. Many have disappointed me and what sucks is that I had a lot of faith in them. But they just successfully let me down.

Is it just me or is this the reality of things?