Shaikh Taufiq

Havent been updating regularly since my blog is down for a while…and the internet connection sucks. Actually its because of the internet connection that my blog is down…was uploading some stuff related to the blog then it got cut halfway…and the particular file cant be uploaded…dammit.

Well anyway, before I forget, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY HAFIZAH!! I know it was supposed to be yesterday but I didnt blog yesterday so here it is…the card sucks. I’ll send you another. When I give you your present. I wish you all the best in your future endeavors and may all your wishes come true in time to come…

Me and fizah went for dinner today…always nice to go out with you la fizah…you know how to merepek and its easy to talk to you…maybe we have the same maturity level…HAHA! Whatever that means…i enjoyed the dinner, its nice to eat at a nice place once in a while…but next time we go to another nice place ok? That was nice la but…maybe there’s better…

wow quite a lot of things going on right now…a lot of uncertainties…a lot of difficulties…not big ones…just a lot of small ones…direction…direction…focus…focus…meaning…meaning…questions.

Onward.

I see you
when closed, my eyes
I hear you
like a whisper in the distance
I feel it
like I’m in your shoes
I live it
but not here and now
It pains me
I can’t stop it
Nobody can.
Where are you?
Where am I?
Don’t laugh.
Just smile.

Do you know the song “When I’m Gone” by Simple Plan? I hate it.

Anyway, had a long day going out and about just now and after that I went to the gym then I had to go all the way home on my own…so my muscles are aching and my body is tired. But I have a weekend to look forward to! I hope it wont be so boring cuz I do wanna do some stuff before the week starts again…filled with more work and stuff…

got matches for both sat and sunday though both in the evening. luckily i dont have to start early on monday since i have deployment at night. and there is a man U match on sunday night. SO PERFECT! lol

OH MY GOD SOMEBODY PLEASE TAKE ME OUT!!

i’ve been pretty lonely these few days…weeks. what’s the difference anyway? haha…

I NEED TO FIND A DAMN GOOD BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR HAFIZAH! SOMEBODY ACCOMPANY ME?

hah. like that helps. i can count the number of people reading this blog la…

I have not slept for the past 36 hours.

Ok not really. I took short naps a few times…but that still amounts to about 34 hours of no sleep. Had deployment last night and I AM REALLY SLEEPY RIGHT NOW. I couldnt go home straight just now cuz I had to send my sister off at the airport at around 2. she’s going for a two plus week-long holiday. Yeah she will be sorely missed but i’m sure she’s gonna enjoy herself out there…

have you watched Funny Games US? If you like sick, artistic movies then please watch that one. Right fizah? Its a sick story but there’s a REAL storyline behind it. Not like some mindless killing movie…like freddy vs jason or something…lol. Ok so now you know that they kill people in the movie…go watch it. There are mixed reviews about it. I wanna watch ironman.

My ‘lack of work’ week is coming to an end…tomorrow. Then its back to the mundane schedule that I always have…dammit. Sucky.

I’ve been staying home the past few days…going out to eat and follow the family to do some shopping and stuff…matter of fact, I went shopping just just now…got myself some new sets of clothes…my clothes need some lightening up…been wearing the same thing over and over again…kinda sick of wearing the same old stuff sometimes…especially the jeans that I always wear…got a different coloured one just now…woo…nice. Time to mix and match…

HAHA! Just read liyana’s post on flamingos…’little did I know that their eyes are bigger than their brains’!!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!! liyana, I thought you knew all along!!! hahaahhaa….kk just kidding…yes flamingos are pretty k? K?

Oh man my eyesight is getting worse. Last time I thought i’ll never need to wear glasses…now, I just hope they’re sexy. Cuz I need to wear them. LOL!

YEARGH NEED TO UPDATE MORE OFTEN!!!!

sorry my dear loyal readers…will come back sooooooon!!!

YAY MAN U WON 4-1!!!! time to do the double. Aiyah dun need treble la…