Shaikh Taufiq

found a pic of me in No. 1…

i feel weird today…i’m not sure why…i slept for like…12 hours…woke up at noon…had a headache after that…shit…headache for the whole day…wanted to stay on the com but the headache was a bit overwhelming…took panadol then headed to sleep…slept again from like…4 to 6…i think…felt a bit better…was still in a dreamy state though…then watched some tv and ate a bit…shallow hal was in tv…quite nice…then 50 first dates came on…great show…i love that show…wanted to bring some CDs in but they had a spot check in camp…

yeah…that made me feel really disorientated…the check…i was at peace with myself in the car heading to HTA…i was thinking about the kiss…the time i spent with her…about how happy i am…i think its cuz of 50 first dates…that inspired the thought…i brought the VCD with me to watch in camp…then when i reached, they were having bag checks and all…then i chickened out and left the vcd in the car…then they were having checks and they were screaming at the trainees and stuff…damn…then when we were marching back to our barracks, the squad i was taking was stopped by an FI…then he told me to raise my hands…cuz i was wearing a damn watch…what the hell…embarrassed me in front of trainees…

i was at peace with myself…then got f**ked right after that…that made me disoriented…

i wish i could turn back time sometimes…lots of things i could change…including the part of not messaging her just now…

damn

Ahhh…another day over…this week HAS to be the slackest week of all…guess i must enjoy it before it’s all over…

let me tell you what i did today…i woke up, ate, sang (national anthem), marched, slacked, slept, ate, slacked, ate, played hockey, slacked. And soon i’m going to sleep. WOAH THIS IS NS!!!!!!

well obviously there’s more la but a bit too tired to type ah…there are a few pics i took…we were gonna meet our course manager (CM) in the recreation room at 2.30…but he came at 3.10. so in the meantime, here was what we did.

Slacking. And watching TV DAMMIT!!! slackslackslack…ahhahaha!! but the air-con was not working so…we opened the windows…

 Yup…it was hot…humid…stuffy…OH! see that thing on the right? That’s the fridge…but we share the fridge so here is the outcome…

oh well…and finally, i’m sitting here at midnight, finishing this post, and looking like….

…this.

See ya!

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ahhhhh….(reminds me of spongebob squarepants…narrator starts with an ‘ahh…’ in every episode…) GOOD MORNING!!!

i’m not sure why but i was a bit more hyper this morning…hmmm…weird…(i used to spell weird as ‘wierd’ by the way…)

anyway, here’s a song i like a lot…

“Chariot”

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
And seedless watermelon ohhhh
Nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rised
It puts over me

[Chorus:]
Oh chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I’m singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your…
Strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
It is a living promise land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons fill my mind and
Cover me
From bringing back
More than a memory

[Chorus]

You’ll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup,
It’s pouring over the sides
Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

[Chorus]