Shaikh Taufiq

Went to a biz opportunity talk just now. They did talk abt biz and how to create a mindset on how to build a biz but the eventual outcome was a boot camp that they were promoting for entrepreneurs-to-be were to attend for a good sum of money. Money I don’t have.

One thing I noticed abt myself is that I need to keep my goal constantly in my head to keep myself motivated. And it seems that what motivates me is the empowerment I am able to give to other people through the imparting of knowledge and experience which I have, and I know its not much yet, but its still growing. I need to keep my goal so clear in my head and I have to do it constantly.

My next big step I have to keep taking is taking action. I talk the talk but I’m not walking yet.

Still need to keep developing.

On another note, I’m trying to figure out how to sell my psp slim. Hmm.

After working for a while, I realised something which has been burning inside me for quite some time. I realise that I hate the idea of having to wake up so early, trudge with a whole other group of people in cramp public vehicles just to get to a place where I spend the day doing something which I may or may not like and in the end getting a paycheck which I always would wish was more than it is. Because I know what I can deliver is worth way more than that paycheck.

I’m in the process of growing into something better. You won’t see any of it yet but its there. Growing in my thoughts and thinking. I have a lot to learn and many fears and failures to face, but I know where I want to be in the end and I will continue to learn and fail and learn and progress to get there.

I know its an uphill task but those who don’t climb up that hill are the ones who will never see the awesomeness life can give.

I hope I meet many more who are willing to climb.

I

Do not

Want to be

A disappointment.

Life altering decisions are not easy.

The best part of them is you’ll know you’d be able to bring the best out of you if you move towards what you envisioned in your head. You know you’ll be a better person not only for yourself but also the people around you. You know you’ll be able to live your life full of satisfaction and sense of achievement. You know you’d have made so many people happier and more successful in their lives and relationships. You know you didn’t change the world but you know you have made it a better place. You know you’d have created a being far better than so many others. You know its worth it.

But why am I taking so long to do it? What is making me wait?

I think that’s how people have come up with the seven deadly sins:

1 extravagance.

2 gluttony.

3 greed.

4 discouragement.

5 wrath.

6 envy.

7 pride.

I am only human and I fall victim to most, if not all these sins.

Might be time to look towards something bigger than me.