Shaikh Taufiq

After working for a while, I realised something which has been burning inside me for quite some time. I realise that I hate the idea of having to wake up so early, trudge with a whole other group of people in cramp public vehicles just to get to a place where I spend the day doing something which I may or may not like and in the end getting a paycheck which I always would wish was more than it is. Because I know what I can deliver is worth way more than that paycheck.

I’m in the process of growing into something better. You won’t see any of it yet but its there. Growing in my thoughts and thinking. I have a lot to learn and many fears and failures to face, but I know where I want to be in the end and I will continue to learn and fail and learn and progress to get there.

I know its an uphill task but those who don’t climb up that hill are the ones who will never see the awesomeness life can give.

I hope I meet many more who are willing to climb.

I

Do not

Want to be

A disappointment.

Life altering decisions are not easy.

The best part of them is you’ll know you’d be able to bring the best out of you if you move towards what you envisioned in your head. You know you’ll be a better person not only for yourself but also the people around you. You know you’ll be able to live your life full of satisfaction and sense of achievement. You know you’d have made so many people happier and more successful in their lives and relationships. You know you didn’t change the world but you know you have made it a better place. You know you’d have created a being far better than so many others. You know its worth it.

But why am I taking so long to do it? What is making me wait?

I think that’s how people have come up with the seven deadly sins:

1 extravagance.

2 gluttony.

3 greed.

4 discouragement.

5 wrath.

6 envy.

7 pride.

I am only human and I fall victim to most, if not all these sins.

Might be time to look towards something bigger than me.

One of the more invigorating things one can do is to be involved in a jolly good conversation. A conversation of two or more intellects can be such a rewarding experience for both parties.

The thing about it is, both have to know their limits and how to stretch it and they also need to know a few steps ahead of the conversation to make it interesting and not offend the other party by mistake.

This is so random. Why am I talking abt conversations?

I was having an issue on my beloved Blackberry when I was trying to restore my bbm contacts…I couldn’t solve the problem cuz it was a software issue so I sent it to Starhub.

Waited for abt an hour at the counter and eventually the dude, Jackson, gave up and gave me a brand new set.

No more scratches!

There’s so much dialogue that goes on in my head and they’re going in and out so fast that I tend to not note them down. I know its there but it flies right past.

I really need to sit down and sort this noise out fast.